I’m sad

I thought that you would be a nice person.

slowly start to think it again

and again.
and again.
and again.
how it all may end.

I used to care about what others thought of me.

until I found out I had no idea what they did thought about me.
and that I didnt trust them to tell me.
Why care about something if there is no trust?

i help people out.

for fun.
im hooked to feeling usefull.